THIS PART IS THE WORST. THE THING WHERE I AM LONELY AND MISS HIM.  I WANT TO CALL OFF THE CANCELLATION.  I WANT TO FLY BACKWARDS AROUND THE WORLD SO FAST THAT I TURN BACK TIME UNTIL I LOVE HIM AGAIN.  BUT THE PARADOX IS EVIDENT: I WILL PERPETUALLY REENACT THIS VOYAGE, CYCLING FOR ETERNITY BETWEEN MY ACME OF LOVE AND IT’S SORRIEST STATE.